[Author's note: This probably isn't going to make any sense.]
- After a recent conversation, I remembered that I had said, once or twice at least — though I certainly had thought about it a lot more, — but I had said I wanted to know The Most High more than I did at that time, but was afraid to request that of Him. I realized this morning, He didn’t wait for me to ask.
The validity of my fears have been realized. And I know, now, that I have been reading the next chapter of the words He has written for my life for quite some time now. I cannot see the sunrise through the storm, but, I will say — Everything else? That was practice. And I now fear God in ways my own imagination cannot possibly comprehend.